if a picture paints a thousand words...

I walked around the garden in the snow and took these photos this morning.

I was going to write about how much I am missing Andrew at the moment. The snow has triggered all those feelings of helplessness again.

I wanted to tell you that yesterday I cried but I can't find the right words and I don't want to plunge once more under the icy depths of grief.

But I need to share, I need you to know that some feelings never go away.

However I suspect you already know that grief NEVER really ends. It lasts a lifetime and not just a season.

There will always be days as cold as ice.

But the sunlight make things sparkle....

...and there is always hope for a brighter future if you look hard enough!